I am Not a Pastor

any worthy blog must have an introduction. sure, some of you have seen my airsoft blog and perhaps have seen my antics on airsoft fields, at events, practices, gun stores, the videos I have made of video games and war and violence and hatred. There is another side of me you have never seen. There is a side of me that won't really seem like the Kramer that you have all known and hated all your lives. I am of the Christian Faith. I do not attend military sermons because I listen to sermons of a specific gospel. Many churches come close, and they have the right idea. What they are missing however is the one key point that makes it all matter. Many want to go to heaven when they die. That is why Mormons and catholics and Jehovah's witnesses and Muslims and such cling to a book of wisdom from a divine place. Worldly Christians do this as well. "Worldly" religions ask forgiveness every day from God. They have sin and therefore cannot go to heaven. Its impossible, it says in the bible and I'll be back in this blog with more reference points on this, for a person with sin to enter heaven. it has to be taken away somehow. it has to be gotten rid of. you are born with it. not by you or your parents. it was Adam and eve. you will die and suffer for their sin. not yours. "your" sin is not having god. difference! I know that some of you will stop right here, or have not even made it to this part. Normally I would have been turned off too. But keep reading. Jesus Christ died on the cross for our sins. Salvation is believing truly that this has happened and that your sin as well has been washed away by this act. I am a saved christian. that statement might anger some of you. especially if you are atheist. Atheism, which is a void or absence of any divine following or religion or belief in anything. Evolutionism comes from Atheism. ("we were monkeys and apes, now we're people!"). This is one of the ways Satan has confused many to believe god isn't there. Satan doesn't work with Atheists. Atheists are actually joy for Satan because his work is done. its the saved Christians that satan fights for because Jesus cannot lose. God cannot lose. Atheism is usually seeked by people who feel let down by religion or by their former faith. Atheism can also be stemmed from a lack of teaching about God. Nobody can really force you to follow God. I can only tell you my heart and let you read about what I learn from sermons and show you some audio and video and links and share scriptures that are taught to me and tell you what I have learned. this is why I put up at the header... I am Not a Pastor. I will never be a Pastor. I dont want to be a pastor. I want to be an Explosive Ordinance Disposal guy who protects people while they disarm roadside bombs in war torn countries. I want to be an airsoft repairman. I want to be a gunsmith. I want to be a body guard. I want to be a Chaplains Assistant. These are the fleshly desires I have that will always be there. Sometimes I am forced to put that aside. The reason I will never be a pastor is because I am not qualified. My faith is weak and soft. I am not a bible thumping missionary. I can not speak well. This is why I write blogs and post in forums and play airsoft, but hardly ever talk in person. I failed all my english classes in school, but I always did great in Literature and such. anyway... keep an eye here for updates about sermons from my church and the mission I attend.